B'coz of You

B'coz of You By Ankit

I'm inside sinful, lost my virtue.
I'm angry now and yes it's at you.
I have been training for a month,
Something that I didn't want.

You made hard tasks to undergo,
I did my best and made it so.
You just care I am trying,
You don't care I am dying.

I'm really dissed now, feeling cheesed off.
For came results and now I'm pissed off.
Don't want to know my result,
I take it as an insult.
You tell me just forget it here,
But I know it will build my fears.
In five years time it'll reappear,
And soon I'm loosing all my peers.

This the thing I didn't want
This the thing I'll have no fun.
You come and cheer me with a smile,
But now I'm mad there's no denial.

It seems okay, you think its nothing,
But in my heart I'm really plunging.
Now I ask you how'd you know?
What I have to undergo?

Because I did it, results ensure,
All this came down, it's a failure.
I did not want it one bit,
For now you made me feel shit.
You think I'm crazy, really lazy.
My mind is clogged up, really hazy.
It looks easy from where you're at,
Why don't you come and try that?

Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike you.
I'm driven with insanity.
Don't want see you for day or two.
I just hate what you did to me.

Get Me Somebody to Kill

Get Me Somebody to Kill By Ankit

I need to kill, for blood to spill
For it would give me such a thrill
And even then I still,
Won't be content until,
You're name is gone, forgotten long.
And everybody thinks you're wrong.
Your life is harshly torn.
Wished you were never born.

I'm in the mood for thrill,
Get me somebody to kill.

Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my hate,
Scolding, (I'm killing) Withholding (Fulfilling) to decapitate

I'm feeling restless, send distresses,
Feel like slaughter in the masses,
And as time just slowly passes,
I just want to kick some asses.
Come over here, be filled with fear,
I won't be easy, do you hear?
You might just shed a tear,
I'm getting into gear.

I'm in the mood for thrill
Get me somebody to kill

Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my hate,
Scolding, (I'm killing) Withholding (Fulfilling) to decapitate

Get me somebody to kill (X7)
Get me somebody now.

Madness

Madness By Ankit

I’m deep in soul depression,
Impossible expression,
I cannot say or tell but go unleash my own aggression.
I’m cast alone in fear,
And there’s nobody near,
And so I turn to kills where satisfactions reappear.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
I cannot say that I am blest,
I’m lost and helpless in my mess
While no one helps the need and helpless,
I am drowning in my madness.

I want an axe so I can lop your knob right off your shoulders,
I want you bound and crushed beneath the weight of massive boulders.
I want to break your limbs, and twist them off then I impale you,
I want to grind your bones into the dust till I inhale you.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
So I admit I failed the test,
For self control to be the best.
Because I’m drowning in my sadness,
Going down in my own madness.

For people have been reckless,
The simple souls are jealous,
Enslaving in a palace magnifying every madness.
I wander in a fit,
I’m lost within the pit.
I’m crying out and yelling out but no one gives a shit.

I want to ooze your brains and mash them with my fingertips,
I want to drown the floor with blood till I have soaked my lips.
I want to wrench your corpse till deep within disfiguration.
I want to gnash your guts, till glowing red and hot with friction.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
So I’ll enjoy this killing fest,
While people die I’ll simply jest.
Till streets are soaked and borne in redness,
Unleashing of my own madness.

A place

A place By Ankit

There's a place, goes that way,
And it's not that far away
On my face, there's a ray,
From the yellow sun is gay.
As the sun beats on my back,
At the end of day it's black,
Try to look, it is burnt,
That's one thing I've never learnt,

Where the grass, is so green,
Still can't comprehend that scene.
Lovely sight, there's a mist.
In there pain doesn't exist
Where it's limitless to run,
Where there's nothing else but fun
It exists, such a place,
It's a land worth for a chase.

Where the rain don't make you cold,
Where the air don't make you old.
Where you speak your mind so bold,
Where all secrets can unfold.
Where the endless sky's the sun,
Where there's not a sin nor gun.
Where there's people having fun.
Where you're not the only one

There they are, not that far,
Friends they'll take you as you are.
Endless dawn, timeless morn,
I wish that place I was born.
Multicultural society,
Made of people like you and me.
Where the sun is not just red,
There's no need to rise from bed.

There's a butterfly, so let it flutterby.

Where the rain don't make you cold,
Where the air don't make you old.
Where you speak your mind so bold,
Where all secrets can unfold.
Where the endless sky's the sun,
Where there's people having fun.
Where there's brilliance on my face,
Then I know we're at that place.

I'll be there

I'll be there By Ankit

Heard you're weeping, you are creeping.
Got some work but you are sleeping.
Many sorrows, many follows,
In yourself you feel its hollows.
It's alright you'll pass the night,
When it's due you get a fright.

Do not despair, I will be there,
All your sorrows I will share.
I won't think twice, though not suffice.
I will be there to pay the price.
However far apart we are,
You can count on me the star.
If that's so, you may not see me,
I'll be present spiritually.

You can trust me, though you must be,
Willing to depend on me.
Problem speak free, I will listen,
Try to help you, make things glisten.
Do believe your problems share,
Half them if you couldn't bear.
You can call me anywhere,
I'll be there because I care.

Do not despair, I will be there,
All your sorrows I will share.
Won't think twice, though not suffice.
I will be there to pay the price.
However far apart we are,
You can count on me the star.
If that's so, you may not see me,
I'll be present spiritually.

You Ask me Why

You Ask me Why By Ankit

Why do I admire her?

Everywhere, I go out and see her,
Standing there, I know not another,
Anywhere, We should be together,
Its not fair, That I should forsake her.
Despite all I'm still gonna try.
Now why would I lie if you did ask me why?

Cause

She is so beautiful,
She is so fine,
She is so wonderful,
She's in my mind.

Far away, Though we're apart,
But some day, She'll dwell in my heart,
Glorious ray, She's pretty and smart,
Everyday, For she is an art.
Despite this you still ask me why,
Well I want to be with her the day that I die.

Cause

Her touch is of gentleness,
Her lips full of love,
Her eyes blessed with loveliness,
She comes from above.

Her figure is fine and pure,
Her face is so cute,
Through darkness she can endure,
There's no substitute.

There's no question why.

Don't get me wrong

Don't get me wrong By Ankit

Don't get me wrong when I come along.
I've got friends and I'm going strong.
Definitely it's not that I'm lonely.
It's that you're special to me.

You're obviously not my enemy,
To all I love you're especially,
Kind, love and considerate.
So surprising yet so moderate.
I find there is no one else like you
Just like us in the world are few.
Leave the past it's all history.
You can put out my misery.

I was sad but without ever,
Going mad, I'll endeavour,
Cause of you I felt so bad,
Cause of you right now I'm glad.

See what you did to me,
See what's the change in me.
Can't fall down cause you are there.
Looking after me everywhere.

You held my hand, I understand.
It was your plan, now I feel grand.
For it was you made so for me,
You're never my own enemy.
Cause it was love I did for you.
It shows you my feelings are true.
Won't walk away for what you did,
Unhappiness in me you did rid.

I think I’m alone

I think I’m alone By "Ankit"

I think I’m alone
with no body’s hear me
I think I’m alone
with the tears on my life
I think I’m alone
with the dark so hold me close

I never feel this way before
with all my friend..
Family.. Brother.. Sister..
I’m just trying to send they my scream
I never feel this way to succes..

I’m alone..
From the star I’ll dancing..
The dancing about my tears..
They don’t know about me..
I’m alone and feel the fantastic dissapear..
I know they do..

Do I make they sad ?
Do I make they fall ?
Do I make they cry ?
Do I make they broke ?
Do I make they feel the tears in they life ?
Do I make ever say something that make they feel down ?

No.. No..
Never.. Never.. Never..
Sometimes.. I want to die..
Because I cant to stay in this world to feel the tears..
Sometimes.. I want to die..
Maybe.. Nothing again people can to heal me..