Why did u ditch me

Why did u ditch me

by Ankit teli

whenevr i close my eyes

your name always revolves around

long journey of the sleepless nights

wine is now the only way to relax

find out the numerous unanswerd question

mind has refused to get out from stress

don't know when will i get the peace within

i think i'll get once i die

tell why did u ditch me

had my love asked you for sacrifice

or was it weaker on the other side

realized that i have been left behind

by the world of my own device

most of the times i keeps thinking and

frustrations has gone above my head

anger of not getting back the past

making a life more of a hell

my inner voice have also stopped talking

living a life of the dead soul

i would be no wrong if i compare myself

with a fish struggling for life in a broken bowl

tell why did u ditch me

had my love asked you for sacrifice

or was it weaker on the other side

never thought whose pain i said was mine

will give me such a bad surprise

get out those melodies i sung

get out those memories i share

they always led me remind of the mistake i have done

and paid a heavy price loving someone ..

My first poem-my experience

i like to get tougher by Ankit teli


i like to get tougher
i have experienced a lot
no friend,no relative here
ppl r there for their own
family is there only who cares u a lot
they r there 4 u always not make u feel alone


love happily,live happily
wat's the principle in my life
now i think
its only dream,not right


true friends one or two
who see the world as its u
they care for me as i too
not care for a millon
i wanna be there for them
life goes on as it never ends
enjoy happy moments together
and give a smile when i remind


i like to get tougher
i have experienced a lot
no friend,no relative here
ppl r there for there own


give fun,take fun
wat i thought in the past
now i think
its only imagination,not right


i always in a mood to live a fruitful life
never hated anyone never made anyone cry
but they never saw my value
they embrassed me a lot
as still there were most
who jealous from my own cost
i always think wat the matter it is
and finally i like to get tougher by my own

i like to get tougher..

About me

about me by Ankit teli


wanna know about me
i think its a question as big as sea
where one has to work a lot to find the fish
i hope u get it wat i wish


i always stuck by a question
who m i
i know many have the
same question in their mind
its so much high like a sky
no one can reach to it
even if he take a parashute fly.


wat i feel
u can't tell who u r
because u always tell u'rself right
but the others will tell u
wats wrong and wat right
as mirror is needed
by u to recognize
n its always opposite to u
if u stand by its side


so let ppl speak abt u.....

girlfriend

Wanna be my Girlfriend by Ankit teli


u made me exicited...
u made me feel responsible
u made me happy
u made world so clear
i want to be your always
noone can be yours
i prepare to testify myself
if u would be ready to be my girl


wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness...



the first day i met u
i fall in love
u'r name revolves around me
every sec every hour
always keeping in my mind
u'r landscape
i freak in the empty street
taking u'r sketch in my hands
searching u in the backstreet


thats why
wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear that i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness


ppl say u make me crazy
they say i become too lazy
tell me wat i can do
it look as i m suffering from flu
i never been the same as i m
ppl plot a sea change in my subject


thats why
wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear that i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness


i like to see u opposite to me
holding my hand passing through streets
makin our dream house on the lonely desert
we live together for years
noone will do wat i do for u


wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear that i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness

Valentine

valentine by Ankit teli



valentine is the day
noone can forget
waitin the whole year
the day is at your end
lines busy at the midnight
couple wishing each other happy valentine.


wake early in the morning
plan the whole day
confusion always in the mind
is she like the way i dress
wat to give her in the surprise gift
a teddy or a dress
idea struck in mind for a long drive


bunkin whole day from college
spend the day wid date
there r few who miss
as it all about the fate
gossip,shoppin,movie one by one
the day progress
candle light dinner at the end
is there anything more filled wid romance


droppin her at home late night
finally said eachother goodbye

My destiny

My Destiny by Ankit teli



i was wrong to judge
the ppl i choose to be my friend
was the worst,
they cheated me,they deceived me
why the hell they tried to hurt.
do i have the attitude
or i m bit honest,
there jealousy for me
get on my nerves.


question remains the question
thats well said,
the more and more u try
the more it get complex.
i think its all abt destiny
its all abt luck
u can't change it,
though one try to change himself


as much as he does.
everytime i try to learn
never do this,never do that,
when it comes to life
fail to follow it well.
why i m so emotional
why i m so much attached,
i like to be a hard core
no soft feeling for my friends.

Smoking bud

Smoking bud by Ankit teli



with a funky dressup
like to be a stud
hang out with college friend
i m a smokin bud


sittin under the innercircle of cp,at the road side
pall of smoke up above,lookin at the passerby's
it seems as all covered with fog
headphone in ears,listening smokin smokin weed by snoop dogg
as one ciggrate end up,mike offer me one more
snatch that from his hand, lighted it up
thank you my dear friend
i m a grown up smokin bud


as i turned my head i found smokers in a line
it looks more good if i have a glass of wine
a girl smokin ciggrate just next to me
smokin doesn't suits to girls and i too agree
exhale it from nose,friends started playing with smoke
afterall our ultimate passion is smoke
spending everyday 50 bucks
i m a real smokin bud


after finishin the otherone,like to leave for home
as we stood up,a plesant smell of smoke start comes on
buy mouthfreshner so that noone get to know
its being hidden from family and my close
sometimes i think,wat is my life without smoke
smoke really makes me turn-on
its only i had
thats why i m a true smokin bud

My luck

my luck by Ankit teli


why it happen with me
why i m the only one
starving for the luck
make me to think much


always worked hard
lookin for the bright future
my luck never supports me
thats make life miserable


wat to do n wat might not
life looks so adventrous
wat steps i should follow
to achieve my life's goal


i m the captain of my ship
keeping this thing in mind
my one mistake can sink me
like to change myself time to time


u have to write u'r own luck
follow five point strategy by apostle paul
life is like a stage
u have to come and play u'r own role

Propose

Propose by Ankit teli



day after valentine
i proposed u for my friend,
u accepted it speaking
very thanks, u r such a nice man
but some thing wrong happen that week
which made u'r foot back
really its a biggest shock,
i ever get in my whole life


...plz be my friend.........


u made an excitement
as i ready to take commitment,
u made me happy,
and i got too crazy
i m really an attitude guy
i really an egoist one
but in u'r case i left it all among...


....plz be my friend.....



i confess my way was wrong that time
for that really i apologized hundred time
i know u have listed abt me 1000 fault
for that i feel guilty from my heart
i was not intentionally wrong i swear
i only want the things to be clear
give me one more chance to testify
i promise that i will be there to dignify
i made every effort to made u back
its the last way to write song to make u look back


...again this valentine...

...plz be my friend.............

School days

School days by Ankit teli



that sweet school days
why don't they come back again
when we were always happy
without any pain


that overburdened bag
to the school dress,
wakin early morning
waitin for the cab,
that lunch box filed with snacks
eating it before the recess


that silly practicals
to the appratus filled with sodium sulpahate,
that class test
long night studies with the fear of gettin fail,
that regular classes without any break
sports lecture that was so much great


that science exhibition
to the projects we made,
that parents teacher meet
to short fights with classmates,
that small crushes
no idea about the date


thats the school days
with no knowledege about the aim,
now life is so much fast
and increased its pace,
we have to work hard
for our own sake

Attitude girl

attitude girl by Ankit teli



Hey girl I wanna say one thing
U’r attitude is a real shit
I give a damn to it


I keep on cursing myself
Why the hell I like to be u’r friend
Why I send u scrap
Though I know u r just a crap


I liked the way u say hi
But I wanna say it goodbye
As u r not the one to be my side
U r not the one to take a ride


I like to clear all
I never like u to be my gal
Please go away from me as far
As u r not a shining star


I never dream it of
u take my care as a wrong intention
I will never hesitate to speak that
u can play wid anybodys emotions


U take ppl just a timepass
That’s why u have to be thrown in a
Garbage collector behind the bypass
So that u can’t spoil anybody’s life

Crush

crush by Ankit teli


my crush on a college girl
for whom i m so much thrilled
want to make her my future
always think abt it


she is so much different from other
that i can't resist
her carryin style to her charm face
i m ready to persist


every morning make a smart dressup
with a long smile on the face
propose her today
but everyday it left as a preface


million guys lookin her to be their gal
is she ready to be with me
though we have a lot eye contact
her no.would be in my diary


i can compete her
always a question comes in my mind
but my colleague says
she will never refuse if u ask her for a ride


lets see
is she able to understand
i like to see her opposite to me
god knows wat happen next

Let's dance

Let's dance by Ankit teli



its so long we r sittin at home
seems as silence ruling on our mind
wake up the giant within
come on guys, do something great
this time


1,2,3,4, get set go,
Have fun and make some noise more
Dancing Djs, Lets rock the floor
Breaking the barriers , drink more
That big boxes,the soothing sound comin from
Dance , dance ,dance, Hip-hop n funky blues


Salsa, western wat should I try
Jumping, humping ,getting wild
I m goin crazy, want to fly
Feelin as if I m on cloud 9
rollin body on the rhythm divine
As someone passed a power supply


shakin and movin all around
Keep on dancing, every night

a call to beloved

a call to beloved by Ankit teli



Hello ! Hello !
Anyone there ??


Hey honey this is to say u hi
Plz don’t hang up n don’t say gudbye
its been so long we haven’t talked
no message n no more calls
tell me how u doing n wats up
how’s everyone n some new stuff


Lying on the bed I was thinking
Thinking abt all those times we spent
That single coffee
N long session of chat
I know u remember those days
Hope that days come back
I know, u missing them badly
As I m missing, from my heart


I know u r quite upset
Upset from the things in the past
That betrayal
N hang-up while call
there ws a reason, no intention to hurt
plz keep faith in me and do trust
I apologize , just for everything I did
As I m guilty from my heart


Lets plan a hangout
M sure u take some time out
Hope to hear from u soon
Take care n keep in touch

a poem abt a poem

a poem abt a poem by Ankit teli


a poem of a lifetime
a poem for a friend
that’s not the words
that’s a life I spent

in the lonely hours
sitting at the porch under the candlelight
the clouds are clear
the stars shining and moon is bright
Writing and rubbing
started penning my empty sheets
Think and Think twice
add bit more spice n crisp

many poems that remained unanswered
many mysteries remained to be opened
few make me smile when I read
few make me cry to the core
sometimes I feel I should remove them
these experiences are not to be shared
I think I should keep them ever
As these are memories for the future

Broken life, Broken mysel

Broken life, Broken myself by Ankit teli

walking alone in the brighter sun
made the uncomplicated life, a complicated one
the regretless journey with some name n fame
no scope to get back to the aim that i have been born for

fighting against odds instead getting rid off
with firm determination,accepted the pain n cries i didn deserve
for all those misses and the hardship to keep them fix
following the shadow, always destined for something dat i can call my own

didn realize of the sunset & warmth changed to heat
the promises put against n favoured by sacrifices
Thank you my dear god for unhealed injuries
wish has been remained a the wish of forever, fulfilled being rest in peace.

little sister

lil sister by Ankit teli

my sister, the best
she is really restless
like to see me at the top
encourage me to make a sweet girlfriend

although she is younger to me
but she act like a mature
always tell me wats right and wats wrong,
as she want me to be strong
she wipe my tears when i was depressed,
always insisted me to have a new start
saved money from her pikibank,
invested bucks to buy the cell

i still remember the childhood days,
how we used to play
barbie dolls and teddies,
to power play
i remember how did we fight,
we made up and laughed all night
i don't know how did we grow up,
it looks as a story of yesterday

sometimes a friend,sometimes a companion,
u done u'r role well
few will get a lil sister like u,
as its a matter of fact
though u are not between us
u are one to be remembered for a lifetime

Rap like never before (Rockstar Life)

Rap like never before (Rockstar Life) by Ankit teli

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Ladie's & gentleman's

screwed up listening those bloody crap
feel like making my own rap
scores, that hasn't been made before
toping the charts on billboard
oh i know u dudes, talking abt collision course
the one featuring Jayz n linkin remixing records
i too says "those boys are pretty good"
but their composition is full of f**k n a**hole

lemme tell u what a life i expect
the word star explains itself
driving on dark highway at midnight 12,
full of nigga's and mercedez benz
wearing glasses not less than Ray Ban
ambassdor of some top brand
partying in hard rock everynight
fan following on a social networking site
performing marcy to madison square back n forth
sold out concerts with ppl all around the world


m sure everybody wish the super life i just mentioned
if not held properly, stardom take a glance to end up
i have witnessed the death of Kurt cobain
negative attitude being a star took his breathe away
being in social circle,i'll suggest be on low profile
don't entertain media that eyes on u'r personal life
the breakup's n linkin everyday with the fellow celebs
i don like this way to self-publicize