फक्त तुझ्यासाठी ..!

आयुष्याचा प्रत्येक क्षण तुझ्यासोबत चालत होतो
आणि आज नजरेआड होताना तुलाच पाहत होतो
भावनांचा कल्लोळ मनातून वाहत होतो
वेदनांचे वादळ क्षण क्षण झेलत होतो

भरभरून दिलेस तूच आणि रिक्तही केलेस तूच
सुख देता देता दुःखच फक्त दिलेस तू
अश्रूंचे जळ मी माझ्याच ओंजळीने पीत होतो
तरीही फक्त तुझ्यासाठी सर्व सहन करीत होतो

सुखाची तुझ्या भाषाच निराळी होती
पण माझ्या सुखाची तार तूझ्याशी जुळली होती
मनाचा कोंडमारा सहन करीत जगासाठी हसत होतो
आणि एकांतात फक्त तुझ्यासाठी रडत होतो

का ग तु अशी वागतेस?

तुला पाहिलं कि हृदयाची घंटा वाजते.
तुझि उपस्थिति अख्ख्या जगाचं सुख देउन जाते.
तुझ्या बरोबर जगलेले दिवस,
आयुष्याला खुप आठ्वणी देउन जातात.
मग अलगद विचारावसं वाटत ,
का ग तु अशी वागतेस ..

तुला पाहिलं कि स्वतःला विसरतो,
तुला पाहिलं कि स्वतःला हरवतो,
तुला पाहिलं कि जगच ठेंगन वाटत.
तु प्रत्येक गोष्ट किति सहजतेने समजुन घेतेस ग.
मग अलगद विचारावसं वाटत ,
का ग तु अशी वागतेस ग.

तुला खुप जाणावस वाटत,
तुला खुप ऒळ्खावस वाटत,
सारख तुझ्या सानिध्यात रहावस वाटत.
सर्वात मिसळून जाण्याचि तुझि ति अदा.........
मग अलगद विचारावसं वाटत ,
का ग तु अशी वागतेस ग.

तुझा तो अबोलेपणा, निरागसते चा प्रितिपणा,
मला तुझ वेड लाउन जात.... वेड....
आनंद व्यक्त करणारि तुझी अदा,
जगण्याला महत्व देउन जाते.
मग अलगद विचारावसं वाटत ,
का ग तु अशी वागतेस ग.

तुझ हसणं, तुझ रुसण,
माझ्या आयुष्याला जणू ऊद्देश देउन जातं.
आयुष्यात जणू तुझीच गरज होती,
अस्सं वाटायला लागतं
तुझा विचार जरी मनात आला ना........
तरी गालावर एक गोड्सं हसु देउन जातं.
मग पुन्हा पुन्हा विचारवसं वाटत ग....
का ग तु अशी वागतेस गं....
का ग तु अशी वागतेस गं....

तुझ्यामध्ये आहेत ज्या उणीवा....

तुझ्यामध्ये आहेत ज्या उणीवा
हसत हसत तू काबुल कर
तुझ्यामध्ये आहेत ज्या जाणीवा
ओरडून ओरडून त्यांना जागं कर !!!!!!

झोपलं आहे तुझं जे भाग्य
डोळ्यांवर पाणी ओत खडबडून त्याला जागं कर
हेवा असेल प्रत्येक मनी तुझा
शत्रूवरही जगावेगळं प्रेम तू कर!!!!!!!

जर दिलासा शब्द तू कुणाला
त्या शब्दांचा तू आदर कर
शास्त्रशास्त्र पारंगत असलास जरी तू
तुझ्या अमोघ शब्दांनीच शत्रूला तू पराजित कर !!!!!

असेल जीवन तुझे वादळ वाऱ्यापरी
असेल जीवनी तुझ्या दु:ख आभाळाएवढं
असेल आयुष्य तुझं सदा संघर्षमय
जीवन इतरांचं मात्र प्रकाशित कर !!!!!!!!

Fear

Fear By Ankit

I fear the struggle
I fear the strife
A fear of death
A fear of life

I fear for you
I fear for me
I fear of what
Will come to be

There's plenty to fear
Than fear itself
I fear the pain
and fear poor health

I fear my well
Is running dry
I fear so much
I'm forced to cry

I fear disaster
I fear the knife
I fear the blade
That is my life

I fear the man
I came to be
I fear the dark
And fail to see

I fear life's left me
On the shelf
I fear so much
It harms my health

I fear the help
For which I cry
I fear success
I'm scared to try

Love?

Love? By Ankit

When love has come
But soon is gone
It begs the question
Was it there

The love was lost
And never found
Lost without you
Lost without me
Lost into eternity

The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds
Something we could ponder
But never express

Was it love or just a feeling
Was it love or just healing

Healing from the hatred
The hatred of our hearts
Our past was deep and full of pain
We needed this to release the stain

For this I do not regret
The time with you that I had spent

Death Trap

Death Trap By Ankit

Don't fall too deep
Into the death trap
There is nothing to gain
And everything to lose

You get attached
To people you don't know
Only to get hurt
For their stupid show

Your mind gets boggled
With thoughts that aren't there
Your heart gets crushed
Just so they can snicker

The internet is my trap
Just like many others
Do not fall too deep
Into your death trap

When I Met

When I Met By Ankit

When I met you, just standing there,
winds from all directions in your slick black hair,
Surrounding your face, blowing in the air,
I couldn’t help but to just stand and stare

you stood there alone, no expression on your face
Its like you were seperated from the human race,
You dint move you just stood in place
If you were a card youd be a lonely ace

I searched in my mind for something to say,
But it seemed like my voice had just gone away,
i thought of something, but it was kind of lame
I got so nervous, my hands felt like clay

You looked at me, I saw you, too
We both didnt know what to do
I saw in your eyes, you got the clue
I just had to be with you

I stepped forward, clutching myself tight,
I asked if you were free tonight,
you said sure, I said “alright! ”

Theres always a time that makes your heartbeat,
It’s when you and your true love first meet,
You can feel the sensation from your head to your feet.




That’s the feeling that makes life complete.

Gone But Still Dying Here

Gone But Still Dying Here By Ankit

You were the one, the one I loved and adored
But now that you’re gone I feel as if…
As If I can’t feel anymore.
You were the light that broke throught the night
guiding me forward..
You were the string holding my life in place but now I fall.

I should have told you how I felt
I should have stood up for you
I should have been your helping hand but I was never around to catch your falling tears.

I just wish there was some way to bring you back to me
And maybe just maybe I could show you how this was meant to be.
But now that you’re gone I know you’re watching me
To gaze in you’re eyes would make me faint
To feel your touch would make my own heart skip a beat.
To hear you say those words meant nothing to me back then but now it means my whole world.

I want to be your Boy that you cared about..
I want to be the Boy who believed you when you said “I love you.”
Now that you’re gone I feel as if..I’m dying…

Dying drom the betrayal and pain that now runs through my veins
Dying from your love in which I wish I could have once again….

What is love?

What is love? By Ankit

The age old question. what is love?
Isn’t it the greatest gift from the holy one above
Is it pure and white like a newborn dove?

Does it cuddle you up like a hand in a glove?
What is love? A simple but hard question
What is love? I have a suggestion

Love is peace and love is hope
Love is the referee that gets you off the ropes
Love is a beach of water and sand
Love is the backup to all other plans
Love is unknown to those who hate
Love is the key that gets you into the gate
Love is the sugar that is in candy
Love is a tool that will always come in handy
Love is a leaf on the tree
Love is the wedding ring and Her on one knee
Love is solid like a table
Love is not a myth love is not a fable
Love is true and love is real
You’ll know when you find it by the way you feel

Love is great. It’ll never disappoint you even if it comes late.
L-O-V-E will make you drop you to your knees
Love is the key that opens the door
Love is the thing that you want more and more
Love is the only thing that you live for

The One and Only You

The One and Only You By Ankit

I want you to remember
Those good old days
Those days of happiness
When everything went your way

I want you to cherish these memories
I don't want you to let them go
And I hope they make you happy
As they did so long ago

I wish I could comfort you
Shield you from life's pain
I wish I could just give you everything
You definitely deserve something to gain

You've always told me not to give up
Well here is a lesson for you
If you ever need me, call
That is all you have to do

You've been through so much these days
I'm sure God has something planned out
But in order to see it
You cannot be blinded by doubt

So help me help you
Tell me everything you're going through
Let go of all these troubles
Because the more you hold on the more it doubles

Please, I can see your smile fading
I can hear your voice crack
You may not be near
But you know I got your back

In the past I wasn't always there
Give me a chance this time
I swear on my life I'll be right beside you
To save the emptiness in your mind

With your heart so fragile
With your soul so true
This is a tribute
To the one and only you

So smile your gorgeous smile
Walk with your chin held high
Get up off the ground
Don't let your dreams die

B'coz of You

B'coz of You By Ankit

I'm inside sinful, lost my virtue.
I'm angry now and yes it's at you.
I have been training for a month,
Something that I didn't want.

You made hard tasks to undergo,
I did my best and made it so.
You just care I am trying,
You don't care I am dying.

I'm really dissed now, feeling cheesed off.
For came results and now I'm pissed off.
Don't want to know my result,
I take it as an insult.
You tell me just forget it here,
But I know it will build my fears.
In five years time it'll reappear,
And soon I'm loosing all my peers.

This the thing I didn't want
This the thing I'll have no fun.
You come and cheer me with a smile,
But now I'm mad there's no denial.

It seems okay, you think its nothing,
But in my heart I'm really plunging.
Now I ask you how'd you know?
What I have to undergo?

Because I did it, results ensure,
All this came down, it's a failure.
I did not want it one bit,
For now you made me feel shit.
You think I'm crazy, really lazy.
My mind is clogged up, really hazy.
It looks easy from where you're at,
Why don't you come and try that?

Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike you.
I'm driven with insanity.
Don't want see you for day or two.
I just hate what you did to me.

Get Me Somebody to Kill

Get Me Somebody to Kill By Ankit

I need to kill, for blood to spill
For it would give me such a thrill
And even then I still,
Won't be content until,
You're name is gone, forgotten long.
And everybody thinks you're wrong.
Your life is harshly torn.
Wished you were never born.

I'm in the mood for thrill,
Get me somebody to kill.

Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my hate,
Scolding, (I'm killing) Withholding (Fulfilling) to decapitate

I'm feeling restless, send distresses,
Feel like slaughter in the masses,
And as time just slowly passes,
I just want to kick some asses.
Come over here, be filled with fear,
I won't be easy, do you hear?
You might just shed a tear,
I'm getting into gear.

I'm in the mood for thrill
Get me somebody to kill

Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my hate,
Scolding, (I'm killing) Withholding (Fulfilling) to decapitate

Get me somebody to kill (X7)
Get me somebody now.

Madness

Madness By Ankit

I’m deep in soul depression,
Impossible expression,
I cannot say or tell but go unleash my own aggression.
I’m cast alone in fear,
And there’s nobody near,
And so I turn to kills where satisfactions reappear.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
I cannot say that I am blest,
I’m lost and helpless in my mess
While no one helps the need and helpless,
I am drowning in my madness.

I want an axe so I can lop your knob right off your shoulders,
I want you bound and crushed beneath the weight of massive boulders.
I want to break your limbs, and twist them off then I impale you,
I want to grind your bones into the dust till I inhale you.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
So I admit I failed the test,
For self control to be the best.
Because I’m drowning in my sadness,
Going down in my own madness.

For people have been reckless,
The simple souls are jealous,
Enslaving in a palace magnifying every madness.
I wander in a fit,
I’m lost within the pit.
I’m crying out and yelling out but no one gives a shit.

I want to ooze your brains and mash them with my fingertips,
I want to drown the floor with blood till I have soaked my lips.
I want to wrench your corpse till deep within disfiguration.
I want to gnash your guts, till glowing red and hot with friction.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
So I’ll enjoy this killing fest,
While people die I’ll simply jest.
Till streets are soaked and borne in redness,
Unleashing of my own madness.

A place

A place By Ankit

There's a place, goes that way,
And it's not that far away
On my face, there's a ray,
From the yellow sun is gay.
As the sun beats on my back,
At the end of day it's black,
Try to look, it is burnt,
That's one thing I've never learnt,

Where the grass, is so green,
Still can't comprehend that scene.
Lovely sight, there's a mist.
In there pain doesn't exist
Where it's limitless to run,
Where there's nothing else but fun
It exists, such a place,
It's a land worth for a chase.

Where the rain don't make you cold,
Where the air don't make you old.
Where you speak your mind so bold,
Where all secrets can unfold.
Where the endless sky's the sun,
Where there's not a sin nor gun.
Where there's people having fun.
Where you're not the only one

There they are, not that far,
Friends they'll take you as you are.
Endless dawn, timeless morn,
I wish that place I was born.
Multicultural society,
Made of people like you and me.
Where the sun is not just red,
There's no need to rise from bed.

There's a butterfly, so let it flutterby.

Where the rain don't make you cold,
Where the air don't make you old.
Where you speak your mind so bold,
Where all secrets can unfold.
Where the endless sky's the sun,
Where there's people having fun.
Where there's brilliance on my face,
Then I know we're at that place.

I'll be there

I'll be there By Ankit

Heard you're weeping, you are creeping.
Got some work but you are sleeping.
Many sorrows, many follows,
In yourself you feel its hollows.
It's alright you'll pass the night,
When it's due you get a fright.

Do not despair, I will be there,
All your sorrows I will share.
I won't think twice, though not suffice.
I will be there to pay the price.
However far apart we are,
You can count on me the star.
If that's so, you may not see me,
I'll be present spiritually.

You can trust me, though you must be,
Willing to depend on me.
Problem speak free, I will listen,
Try to help you, make things glisten.
Do believe your problems share,
Half them if you couldn't bear.
You can call me anywhere,
I'll be there because I care.

Do not despair, I will be there,
All your sorrows I will share.
Won't think twice, though not suffice.
I will be there to pay the price.
However far apart we are,
You can count on me the star.
If that's so, you may not see me,
I'll be present spiritually.

You Ask me Why

You Ask me Why By Ankit

Why do I admire her?

Everywhere, I go out and see her,
Standing there, I know not another,
Anywhere, We should be together,
Its not fair, That I should forsake her.
Despite all I'm still gonna try.
Now why would I lie if you did ask me why?

Cause

She is so beautiful,
She is so fine,
She is so wonderful,
She's in my mind.

Far away, Though we're apart,
But some day, She'll dwell in my heart,
Glorious ray, She's pretty and smart,
Everyday, For she is an art.
Despite this you still ask me why,
Well I want to be with her the day that I die.

Cause

Her touch is of gentleness,
Her lips full of love,
Her eyes blessed with loveliness,
She comes from above.

Her figure is fine and pure,
Her face is so cute,
Through darkness she can endure,
There's no substitute.

There's no question why.

Don't get me wrong

Don't get me wrong By Ankit

Don't get me wrong when I come along.
I've got friends and I'm going strong.
Definitely it's not that I'm lonely.
It's that you're special to me.

You're obviously not my enemy,
To all I love you're especially,
Kind, love and considerate.
So surprising yet so moderate.
I find there is no one else like you
Just like us in the world are few.
Leave the past it's all history.
You can put out my misery.

I was sad but without ever,
Going mad, I'll endeavour,
Cause of you I felt so bad,
Cause of you right now I'm glad.

See what you did to me,
See what's the change in me.
Can't fall down cause you are there.
Looking after me everywhere.

You held my hand, I understand.
It was your plan, now I feel grand.
For it was you made so for me,
You're never my own enemy.
Cause it was love I did for you.
It shows you my feelings are true.
Won't walk away for what you did,
Unhappiness in me you did rid.

I think I’m alone

I think I’m alone By "Ankit"

I think I’m alone
with no body’s hear me
I think I’m alone
with the tears on my life
I think I’m alone
with the dark so hold me close

I never feel this way before
with all my friend..
Family.. Brother.. Sister..
I’m just trying to send they my scream
I never feel this way to succes..

I’m alone..
From the star I’ll dancing..
The dancing about my tears..
They don’t know about me..
I’m alone and feel the fantastic dissapear..
I know they do..

Do I make they sad ?
Do I make they fall ?
Do I make they cry ?
Do I make they broke ?
Do I make they feel the tears in they life ?
Do I make ever say something that make they feel down ?

No.. No..
Never.. Never.. Never..
Sometimes.. I want to die..
Because I cant to stay in this world to feel the tears..
Sometimes.. I want to die..
Maybe.. Nothing again people can to heal me..

no one but you

no one but you By Ankit Teli

As i look around
in this desolate place
i see no one
but you

face to face
with each soul
searching for my love

none satisfy
this aching pain
burning in this heart

telling me to move on
searching for the one
that compares to you

as time passes
searching turns futile
what im looking for is you
none show up
portrait of you
painted in my memory

Me within Myself

Me within Myself By Ankit Teli

More like a stone is my heart now,
everytime I perform and leave with a bow.
The stage is set, the show is on
I fear the fear still unborn...

I have a scarred heart and the marks still remain,
etched on my soul but I don't feel the pain.
I am drowning within myself
slowly dying, ....... I don't need your help.

Bloodless veins, still belonging to the world of mortal.
Waiting for eternal darkness, standing in front of the portal...

It won't be the end,
It'll be a new begining,
with new performers to perform...
As the Stage is set again and the show must go on......