B'coz of You

B'coz of You By Ankit

I'm inside sinful, lost my virtue.
I'm angry now and yes it's at you.
I have been training for a month,
Something that I didn't want.

You made hard tasks to undergo,
I did my best and made it so.
You just care I am trying,
You don't care I am dying.

I'm really dissed now, feeling cheesed off.
For came results and now I'm pissed off.
Don't want to know my result,
I take it as an insult.
You tell me just forget it here,
But I know it will build my fears.
In five years time it'll reappear,
And soon I'm loosing all my peers.

This the thing I didn't want
This the thing I'll have no fun.
You come and cheer me with a smile,
But now I'm mad there's no denial.

It seems okay, you think its nothing,
But in my heart I'm really plunging.
Now I ask you how'd you know?
What I have to undergo?

Because I did it, results ensure,
All this came down, it's a failure.
I did not want it one bit,
For now you made me feel shit.
You think I'm crazy, really lazy.
My mind is clogged up, really hazy.
It looks easy from where you're at,
Why don't you come and try that?

Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike you.
I'm driven with insanity.
Don't want see you for day or two.
I just hate what you did to me.

Get Me Somebody to Kill

Get Me Somebody to Kill By Ankit

I need to kill, for blood to spill
For it would give me such a thrill
And even then I still,
Won't be content until,
You're name is gone, forgotten long.
And everybody thinks you're wrong.
Your life is harshly torn.
Wished you were never born.

I'm in the mood for thrill,
Get me somebody to kill.

Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my hate,
Scolding, (I'm killing) Withholding (Fulfilling) to decapitate

I'm feeling restless, send distresses,
Feel like slaughter in the masses,
And as time just slowly passes,
I just want to kick some asses.
Come over here, be filled with fear,
I won't be easy, do you hear?
You might just shed a tear,
I'm getting into gear.

I'm in the mood for thrill
Get me somebody to kill

Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my hate,
Scolding, (I'm killing) Withholding (Fulfilling) to decapitate

Get me somebody to kill (X7)
Get me somebody now.

Madness

Madness By Ankit

I’m deep in soul depression,
Impossible expression,
I cannot say or tell but go unleash my own aggression.
I’m cast alone in fear,
And there’s nobody near,
And so I turn to kills where satisfactions reappear.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
I cannot say that I am blest,
I’m lost and helpless in my mess
While no one helps the need and helpless,
I am drowning in my madness.

I want an axe so I can lop your knob right off your shoulders,
I want you bound and crushed beneath the weight of massive boulders.
I want to break your limbs, and twist them off then I impale you,
I want to grind your bones into the dust till I inhale you.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
So I admit I failed the test,
For self control to be the best.
Because I’m drowning in my sadness,
Going down in my own madness.

For people have been reckless,
The simple souls are jealous,
Enslaving in a palace magnifying every madness.
I wander in a fit,
I’m lost within the pit.
I’m crying out and yelling out but no one gives a shit.

I want to ooze your brains and mash them with my fingertips,
I want to drown the floor with blood till I have soaked my lips.
I want to wrench your corpse till deep within disfiguration.
I want to gnash your guts, till glowing red and hot with friction.

I may be seen as mad,
But I’ve got reasons to be sad.
For time is lost and hope is gone,
And there’s no room for me to mourn.
So I’ll enjoy this killing fest,
While people die I’ll simply jest.
Till streets are soaked and borne in redness,
Unleashing of my own madness.

A place

A place By Ankit

There's a place, goes that way,
And it's not that far away
On my face, there's a ray,
From the yellow sun is gay.
As the sun beats on my back,
At the end of day it's black,
Try to look, it is burnt,
That's one thing I've never learnt,

Where the grass, is so green,
Still can't comprehend that scene.
Lovely sight, there's a mist.
In there pain doesn't exist
Where it's limitless to run,
Where there's nothing else but fun
It exists, such a place,
It's a land worth for a chase.

Where the rain don't make you cold,
Where the air don't make you old.
Where you speak your mind so bold,
Where all secrets can unfold.
Where the endless sky's the sun,
Where there's not a sin nor gun.
Where there's people having fun.
Where you're not the only one

There they are, not that far,
Friends they'll take you as you are.
Endless dawn, timeless morn,
I wish that place I was born.
Multicultural society,
Made of people like you and me.
Where the sun is not just red,
There's no need to rise from bed.

There's a butterfly, so let it flutterby.

Where the rain don't make you cold,
Where the air don't make you old.
Where you speak your mind so bold,
Where all secrets can unfold.
Where the endless sky's the sun,
Where there's people having fun.
Where there's brilliance on my face,
Then I know we're at that place.

I'll be there

I'll be there By Ankit

Heard you're weeping, you are creeping.
Got some work but you are sleeping.
Many sorrows, many follows,
In yourself you feel its hollows.
It's alright you'll pass the night,
When it's due you get a fright.

Do not despair, I will be there,
All your sorrows I will share.
I won't think twice, though not suffice.
I will be there to pay the price.
However far apart we are,
You can count on me the star.
If that's so, you may not see me,
I'll be present spiritually.

You can trust me, though you must be,
Willing to depend on me.
Problem speak free, I will listen,
Try to help you, make things glisten.
Do believe your problems share,
Half them if you couldn't bear.
You can call me anywhere,
I'll be there because I care.

Do not despair, I will be there,
All your sorrows I will share.
Won't think twice, though not suffice.
I will be there to pay the price.
However far apart we are,
You can count on me the star.
If that's so, you may not see me,
I'll be present spiritually.

You Ask me Why

You Ask me Why By Ankit

Why do I admire her?

Everywhere, I go out and see her,
Standing there, I know not another,
Anywhere, We should be together,
Its not fair, That I should forsake her.
Despite all I'm still gonna try.
Now why would I lie if you did ask me why?

Cause

She is so beautiful,
She is so fine,
She is so wonderful,
She's in my mind.

Far away, Though we're apart,
But some day, She'll dwell in my heart,
Glorious ray, She's pretty and smart,
Everyday, For she is an art.
Despite this you still ask me why,
Well I want to be with her the day that I die.

Cause

Her touch is of gentleness,
Her lips full of love,
Her eyes blessed with loveliness,
She comes from above.

Her figure is fine and pure,
Her face is so cute,
Through darkness she can endure,
There's no substitute.

There's no question why.

Don't get me wrong

Don't get me wrong By Ankit

Don't get me wrong when I come along.
I've got friends and I'm going strong.
Definitely it's not that I'm lonely.
It's that you're special to me.

You're obviously not my enemy,
To all I love you're especially,
Kind, love and considerate.
So surprising yet so moderate.
I find there is no one else like you
Just like us in the world are few.
Leave the past it's all history.
You can put out my misery.

I was sad but without ever,
Going mad, I'll endeavour,
Cause of you I felt so bad,
Cause of you right now I'm glad.

See what you did to me,
See what's the change in me.
Can't fall down cause you are there.
Looking after me everywhere.

You held my hand, I understand.
It was your plan, now I feel grand.
For it was you made so for me,
You're never my own enemy.
Cause it was love I did for you.
It shows you my feelings are true.
Won't walk away for what you did,
Unhappiness in me you did rid.

I think I’m alone

I think I’m alone By "Ankit"

I think I’m alone
with no body’s hear me
I think I’m alone
with the tears on my life
I think I’m alone
with the dark so hold me close

I never feel this way before
with all my friend..
Family.. Brother.. Sister..
I’m just trying to send they my scream
I never feel this way to succes..

I’m alone..
From the star I’ll dancing..
The dancing about my tears..
They don’t know about me..
I’m alone and feel the fantastic dissapear..
I know they do..

Do I make they sad ?
Do I make they fall ?
Do I make they cry ?
Do I make they broke ?
Do I make they feel the tears in they life ?
Do I make ever say something that make they feel down ?

No.. No..
Never.. Never.. Never..
Sometimes.. I want to die..
Because I cant to stay in this world to feel the tears..
Sometimes.. I want to die..
Maybe.. Nothing again people can to heal me..

no one but you

no one but you By Ankit Teli

As i look around
in this desolate place
i see no one
but you

face to face
with each soul
searching for my love

none satisfy
this aching pain
burning in this heart

telling me to move on
searching for the one
that compares to you

as time passes
searching turns futile
what im looking for is you
none show up
portrait of you
painted in my memory

Me within Myself

Me within Myself By Ankit Teli

More like a stone is my heart now,
everytime I perform and leave with a bow.
The stage is set, the show is on
I fear the fear still unborn...

I have a scarred heart and the marks still remain,
etched on my soul but I don't feel the pain.
I am drowning within myself
slowly dying, ....... I don't need your help.

Bloodless veins, still belonging to the world of mortal.
Waiting for eternal darkness, standing in front of the portal...

It won't be the end,
It'll be a new begining,
with new performers to perform...
As the Stage is set again and the show must go on......

I talk to myself ,

I talk to myself, By Ankit teli

Asking questions, one after the other.
I try to answer them all,
But nowhere do I find the success.

I talk to you,
Imagining you in my thoughts,
Believe me I find it so real,
As if it's really you sitting right across.

So much do I have to say?
Yet somehow I go silent,
So much do I want to shout?
Yet I hide it into my tears, defeated…
So much do I want to slap you?
But my hands, trembling, frozen…
So much do I want to love you?
But my heart, heavy …. Cheated…..

The Time we built together,
The plant together we planted,
Why suddenly u felt…
I wasn’t the real Friend that u wanted.

That level of comfort,
That easiness, that smoothness,
Where no word was left unsaid,
Why suddenly u felt…
That I will not understand….

That childish behavior,
At times you and at times me,
Teaching each other,
Remember? ? … We both behaved alike…! !
Why suddenly u felt…?
That you are no more a child,
Why did you let that kiddo you die?

I am sorry I cannot accept,
The death of the child within each of us…
I still talk to them
And I find them very much alive…..

That sadness which at times appeared,
We turned them into smiles… 
Holding each others hands we moved on,
Together we walked miles…
Why suddenly you felt,
That my hand was not the one…..
And left me all alone….

Let me admit to you my dear friend,
Living without you… I cannot imagine…
My heart feels weak without your presence…
My eyes…tears.... Posing silence…

I request you, I beg you…
Please don’t leave me…
Please don’t go….

tomorrow never came

tomorrow never came By Ankit teli

why did you promise tomorrow?
tomorrow never came and i was never the same
that why i insist on holding on to today.

what is in my dreams?
if i am tormented by your beuaty
and memories of your image is all i see
please have mercy on me
and set me free

reality looks so bleek
when you no longer stand next to me
when i dont run to where youll be
when we are no longer complete

is it fair to blame our destiny?
for dealing us with this reality
and ruining all our fantasies
of a life where all our dreams come true for you and me

let me say that i wish it so
but deep inside i know its no
that faith for me was to be alone
and in my nights with missery is how i cope

i guess its not all bad
because i make everyone laugh while i stay sad
fake emotions to blend in glad

ask my self when will i be ok
i pray the lord helps me along my way
but if forever i am to feel this pain
i will understand that i am too, partly to blame
but i will always wonder why?
our tomorrow never came

Sorry, I am so sorry my love...

Sorry, I am so sorry my love... By Ankit Teli

Sorry, I am so sorry my love. I hurt you without any reason
Your tears made my heart cry. Why I did to you that I don't know
Forgive me! I am so sorry my love

Sorry, I am so sorry my love. I scold you without any reason
Your pain made my heart to think
My cruel heart suspects you for nothing
Forgive me! I am so sorry my love

Sorry, I am so sorry my love. I did not mean to hurt you
When you cry then I cry more than you
Because I love you all my heart and soul
Forgive me! I am so sorry my love

Sorry, I am so sorry my love
I told you that I would never hurt you again
but again I made your tears flow once more
Now, I promise you that I will not hurt you again
Forgive me! I am so sorry my love.

I will paint our love,,,

I will paint our love,,, By Ankit Teli

I will paint our love
With the colors of the rainbow
As clear as the raindrops
With the golden frames of moonlight and stars at night

I will paint our love
With the waves of our heartbeats
With the glow of your smiling eyes
As beautiful as your voice when you sing

I will paint our love
It may look nostalgic and ironic
Like I painted a rose in blue
No one could understand, only me and you

Wherever you go
Whatever I became
Our portrait of love won't fade away
Coz in our hearts, this will live for eternity

Do you know how many feelings i carry in my heart...

Do you know how many feelings i carry in my heart... By Ankit teli


Do you know how many feelings i carry in my heart,
how do i end my day and how do i start.
Missing you and longing 4 u is all i can do,
but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

Do you know how many unspoken words i wanna say,
how can i say i keep on finding the ways.
Loving you and praying 4 you is all i can do
but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

Do you know how many dreams i have in my eyes,
how can i fulfill them i keep on telling the lies.
Preaching you and caring 4 you is all i can do,
but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

Do you know how much pain is deep in my soul,
how do i bear them and keep trying to come out of the whole,
Searching you and urging 4 u is all i can do
but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

Do you know how much I LOVE YOU,
i wanna tell but unable to do.
Missing u, loving u, preaching u, searching u , wat else i can do,
I wish as i feel you feel the same too........

I'm So Sorry...

I'm So Sorry... By Ankit teli

I'm sorry of being so emotional
I'm sorry of being so possessive
I'm sorry that I cry for you
I'm sorry because I can't live without you

I'm sorry for the tears you shed
I'm sorry for the damage I made
I'm sorry I've made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I'm sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I'm sorry for each and every fight
I'm sorry for your pain & agony
I'm sorry for the missing harmony

I'm sorry for my selfish love
I'm sorry for not caring enough
I'm sorry for my restlessness
I'm sorry for the losing grace

I'm sorry my friend I made you mad
I'm sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it's my disgrace

I'm sorry for thinking of you so very much
I'm sorry I always miss your touch
I'm sorry of being so mad about you
I'm sorry for my every blue

I'm sorry of being so immature
I'm sorry now that can't be cured
I'm sorry of being myself
I'm sorry that I've failed

I'm sorry and sorry again
I'm sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?

I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry for my ugly face
I'm sorry that I'm stupid

I'm even sorry for my race
I'm sorry I'm not funny
I'm sorry I'm not smart
I'm sorry I cant tell you

The truth within my heart
I'm sorry that you hate me
I'm sorry I'm in love
I'm sorry I act the way I do

I never thought it'd matter to you
I'm sorry for the tears I cry
I'm sorry I'm a failure in your eye
I'm sorry for a lot of things

But one thing im not sorry for
I'm not sorry for being me.

Life Goes On ....

Life Goes On .. By Ankit teli

In every human life,
there are some moments when one is sad and depressed
Frustrated from every zone of life,
And feel like leaving everything & going away
And Life Goes on …

Some moments in which
one is wrapped with tensions
one wants to get out of them
and fly high in the sky
But cant run away, and life goes on …

Some moments in which,
one who adores hurts sentiments,
one needs a support, a shoulder to dry on,
But doesn’t find one , and life goes on …

Some moments in which one gets tired of life
or so intensely hurt that one wants to die
one wishes to end up with
life at that very moment, and life goes on …

And in every human life on day arrives
When there is a big halt to one’s life.
And then the people cry
and show that they were concerned

Then the question arises
Do they wait for one’s death,
To care, To understand the one
If so, then wait till death and untill then
LIFE GOES ON …

In Search Of Destiny Door

In Search Of Destiny Door By Ankit teli


My life is completely messed up,
Like a dark, thick soup lying in a cup,
No color, no life, just so still,
And the numbers of joys are always nill.

I am walking on a lonely road,
In the dark night.
All I can see is the popping toad,
And the bat’s scary flight.

I don’t know what to do or where to go?
All I know that I am feeling very low.
Sometimes in this lonely and unreasonable journey,
I stop for a moment to think, WHY?
Why to me people always hate?
Why in my life joys and sorrows never equate.
Why does God; for me, never opens the gate,
Of his lovely and beautiful estate.
Where everything goes in it’s own routine,
And to hurt others, people are never keen.
Where people like me, never live,
As their life never rip.

But when unable to find answers,
To my unending Questions.
I start to walk again,
In that lonely and never ending lane.

Then like a shadow, I disappear…
Into the deep darkness, which is never, clear.
So on and on and forever, I walk,
With sorrows, ignorance, problems and no one to talk,
Just to find the DESTINY DOOR on which I can “KNOCK

5 Minutes

5 Minutes By Ankit teli

a crazy day it was
things that i should not have said
things that i should not have done
had all been said and done
in 5 minutes

i stormed out of the building
with a view to run away
run away to a place where no one can disturb

i wanted to spend 5 minutes alone
i wanted to sit down and think
of what i said
of what i did

riding my bike
with the wind behind me
i rushed into the evening traffic
hoping to set right certain things

blinded by fury
clouded by sadness
i was a maniac on the roads
driving at the speed of light

i sped past everyone
stopping nowhere
i reached my destination
a small little cafe
in the middle of the city

escaping a chaotic and fast paced city
i stepped inside a shangrila
with no one to disturb
with no one seemingly caring a dime
i took my place in the corner
placed my order
and set about thinking
about what i had done

5 minutes all it took
for the gates of heaven to open up
5 minutes of madness
now washed away by 5 minutes of realization

5 minutes it took
to find myself once again
5 minutes is all it took
for me to find life once again

5 minutes of crying out (loud)
is all that was needed
if only i thought about it all
for a mere 5 minutes

a time of sorrow
now washed away in just 5 minutes
a lifetime full of happiness
now back inside me in just 5 minutes

Honey, I Miss You

honey, I Miss You By Ankit teli

I’m sitting here
near the window
I reminisce
and think about you
The days we used to share
It’s driving me crazy
I just don’t know what to do
I’m just wondering if you do care?

I don’t wanna let you know
how I feel
How the pain is
That is killing me
How difficult it is
To kill time without you
I know you’ve got things to do
things to look into
But do you feel the same
As I do?


It’s been a long time
I am lost without you
Since you went away
I don’t really feel like talking
I forgot how it is to eat
How it feels to sleep
There’s no one here to love me
Honey do you understand?
I can’t do or be without you
Can you hear me calling for you?

No one knows me

No one knows me By Ankit teli


Walk with me in burden
come sit and feel my grief

watch out for damaged waste

in terms of wrong, I am chief

Hold my hand in darkness

come feel the fear within my heart

watch out for haunting ghosts

In this horror movie I play the worst part

Sit next to me in sadness

Come hear the cries of my pain

Watch out for broken glass fragments

In this storm, I am the rain

Stand firm with me in catastrophe

Come hold my hand in yours

Watch out for the uncertain things

In this world, we are caught in wars

Talk to me in hope

Come see if my future holds a brighter day

Watch out for the obstacles

In this winding path, I tend to lose my way

Sing to me in heavenly praises

Come skip with me in my moment of bad

Watch out for blinding rays of sunshine

In this happiness, I sometimes can not see

Stuck in a dream

Stuck in a dream By Ankit teli

sitting inside the train
after finishing work
i watch the people
rush home just like me

like migrating birds
travelling a long distance
i make this daily journey
from one end to another

i make this journey
from one end to another
to keep me distracted
from all things i am missing

a loving family i left behind
my happiness knew no limits
sadness brushed outside with ease
living a life as it should be

eager to climb up the ladder
eager to prove people wrong
i sacrificed happiness
i traded joy for “loneliness”

with my eyes watching the exit
my heart yearns out to
the home i left behind
while looking to rebuild my nest

Thinking about a lot of things

thinking about a lot of things By Ankit teli


i had been thinking,
thinking about a lot of things
from the little boy in the playground
to the granny in the park!

from the things i had done years ago
to what i did yesterday
been thinking what i am doing now
to what i will be doing tomorrow!

a lot of choices;
a lot of options;
life is about choices, everyone says
and choosing the options wisely

from the road less travelled
to the most crowded streets
i had made the choices
and chosen the options my way!

now, tired of all this
and the mask slowly wearing off
i am being forced to choose
i have to make one final choice.

standing at the door,
do i reapply the makeup
and continue to wear this mask (forever)
or do i give in to life’s desires?

Keep Dreaming

Keep Dreaming By Ankit teli

afraid of what I would see
if I peeked inside,
I became deaf and dumb
to the emotions that my heart cried out;

the day slowly slips by
bringing nothing to conclusion
bringing nothing new to light,
it slowly dragged on the inevitable;

with every step that I take,
my confidence grows even further
allowing me to take on everything
allowing me to acknowledge my emotions;

like a wild fire, that went out of control,
the madness around me morphed from a
child with no fears, into an adult
scared to accept what my hearts cries out;

it seems that I knew this forever,
lying within me, making it presence felt now and then,
like the seasons changing,
my mind changed what I once thought was forever;

time slipped so quickly,
and before I could take a breath,
I realized it’s now or never,
I realized how much I had lost;

shrouded by the safe haven I built around me,
I failed to acknowledge the beautiful sun shining outside,
I failed to notice the chirping of the birds,
I forgot to laugh and smile enjoying the things I like to do;

as each wave of emotions came in slowly,
under the bright light of the moon,
I stood here hypnotized by the glow of
what life still has to offer;

amidst the chaos of my soul,
one dim light still flickered on,
strong enough to prevent the
darkness engulfing my soul completely;

strong enough to keep the
river of dreams flowing
to keep dreaming of a wonderful
beginning for you and me together;

Have I lost you ?

Have I lost you ? By Ankit teli

There was a time when we walked hand-in-hand,

Without a care in the world for love was near.

And then we paused on a road

Went carelessly into a dark

Where time stood still for a while..



We were groping for each other’s warmth

Trying to find our way out of this dark

Do we still care, we asked one day

And the abyss grew darker



We moved our separate ways,

Found new roads to explore

But my heart still longs for you

Asks “Have I lost you ?”



I want to come back to the alley

Will you be there ?

Will you let us find our way out together

Out on a single road,

Hands and hearts like olden times ?

Me,Myself and I

Me,Myself and I By Ankit teli
coming out of the shadows
of the past and reaching
to the light that is now
shining in its glory
i realized i am standing all alone,
with the whole world at my disposal;

i searched, i needed somebody
to continue the exploration,
or so i thought; how
naive and so dumb one can become;

wasting precious time
doing nothing other
than wandering through life
i became more confused than before;

unable to run anymore,
i sat down to take stock
and i realized i got
me, myself and i;

learned a lot along the way,
and now my very own best friend
exploring uncharted territories
me myself and i
that’s all i got in the end
that’s what i found out
me, myself and i;

दुरावा

कितीही दुर आलो जरी
तरीही तुझ्या सोबत मी,
सखे रडणं थांबवं आता
तुझ्या हसण्यात सुद्दा मी

डोळे ओले माझेही झाले,
अस्वस्थ झालो अन् नाराज,
पण उद्या भेटणं आहेचं नक्की,
जरी दुर झालो आज

अंतरामध्ये मोजलं तर,
दुरावा खुप मोठा आहे,
पण हा दुरावा खुप लहान आहे,
कारण तु माझ्या अंतरात आहेस

कधी हसवून मला हसवणारी,
स्वतः रडून मला भिजवणारी,
प्रेयसीचं नातं जपतानाचं,
बायकोसारखं प्रेम करणारी

तुझ्या डोळ्यातला प्रत्येक थेंब,
कसा काय सांग वाया जाईल,
जपुन ठेव तुझ्या अश्रुधारा,
लग्नामध्ये त्याचा उपयोग होईल.

हा तात्पुर्ता दुरावा आहे,
समजुन घेईल माझं गोड बाळ,
दिसा मागे दिस बुडुन
सरुन जाईल हा काळ

घडयाळाचे काटे आहोत आपण,
दिशांनी वेगळे सोडलेले,
काही क्षणासाठी बोलतो आपण,
पण ह्रदयापासुन जोडलेले

"आई मागितली असती"

दु:खाच्या डोंगराखाली
दबलेल ते बालपण
रोजचं होता वैशाख
कधी दिसलाचं नाही श्रावण

नव्हता आपल्यांचा आपलेपणा
नव्हती भाग्याची साथ
लेकराच्या डोक्यावर ठेवायला
नव्हता मायेचा तो हात

कधी नाही पाहीली बासुंदी
कधी पाहिला नाही मुरंबा..
बहीण बापुडी काय करणार
नव्हता बापाचाही खांदा.

जेव्हा मला माय
सोडुन निघुन गेली
डोळ्यातली ओली
आसवं सुकुन गेली.

कधी कधी ते एकटेपणाचं सावटं
मनात काहुर माजवायचं
माय परत येईल
भोळ मन स्वप्न सजवायचं

बालपण सारं गेलं
वेदनांच्या सागरात बुडुन
मग संस्कारांचा
मऊपणा येणार तरी कुठुन

नव्हती मायेची सावली
नव्हता प्रेमाचा गारवा
सुकून गेलं रोपट
पण मिळला नाही ओलावा

आज ही दुःखाची सावट
तशीचं राहीली
कधी मायेचा उबारा
कधी माया नाही पाहीली

नको धनदौलत नको संपत्ती
कशावरचं आशा ठेवली नसती
देवाने काही मागायला सांगितलं असतं
तर मी "आई मागितली असती"

प्रेम

प्रेम शब्दावर येऊन
अडकून बसणं म्हणजे प्रेम
दोन मनांना जोडलेल्या शब्दात
गुंतुन बसण म्हणजे प्रेम

छोट्याशा कारणाने त्याची
आठवण येणं म्हणजे प्रेम
आठवण कधी येत नाही तिची
तिला न विसरणं म्हणजे प्रेम

आयुष्य चालण्य़ाची प्रेरणा
नवा श्वास देणं म्हणजे प्रेम
कायमची सोबत असल्याचा
विश्वास देणं म्हणजे प्रेम

मनानं विचार करणं
शब्दात जगणं म्हणजे प्रेम
अर्धी रात्र बोलणं बसणं
खुळ्यागत वागणं म्हणजे प्रेम

कधी प्रेमाच्या नावाने
खुप खुप भांडण म्हणजे प्रेम
नुसताचं आवाज ऐकून
मनाला जाणणं म्हणजे प्रेम

कधी भावूक होऊन
शब्द अवघडणं म्हणजे प्रेम
ती मुसमुसू लागल्यावर
माझ रडणं म्हणजे प्रेम

कधी उगाचं खटयाळपणे
तिला छळणं म्हणजे प्रेम
तिला होणा-या त्रासाने
जीव जळणं म्हणजे प्रेम

एका क्षणात प्रेमविश्वात
रमणं म्हणजे प्रेम
हळवी माऊ, खट्याळ बोक्याची
जोडी जमणं म्हणजे प्रेम

प्रेम नावाची कवीता
पुरी करणं म्हणजे प्रेम
सगळ्यांसाठी जगूनसुद्दा
तीचा उरण म्हणजे प्रेम

होईल ते पाहता येईल म्हणुन
चालतं राहणं म्हणजे प्रेम
एकमेकांना भेटण्याची
वाट् पाहणं म्हणजे प्रेम

कोकण किनारा सोबत फ़िरण्याची
स्वप्न म्हणजे प्रेम
'तु अन् मी' ला फुलासारखं
जपण म्हणजे प्रेम

Why did u ditch me

Why did u ditch me

by Ankit teli

whenevr i close my eyes

your name always revolves around

long journey of the sleepless nights

wine is now the only way to relax

find out the numerous unanswerd question

mind has refused to get out from stress

don't know when will i get the peace within

i think i'll get once i die

tell why did u ditch me

had my love asked you for sacrifice

or was it weaker on the other side

realized that i have been left behind

by the world of my own device

most of the times i keeps thinking and

frustrations has gone above my head

anger of not getting back the past

making a life more of a hell

my inner voice have also stopped talking

living a life of the dead soul

i would be no wrong if i compare myself

with a fish struggling for life in a broken bowl

tell why did u ditch me

had my love asked you for sacrifice

or was it weaker on the other side

never thought whose pain i said was mine

will give me such a bad surprise

get out those melodies i sung

get out those memories i share

they always led me remind of the mistake i have done

and paid a heavy price loving someone ..

My first poem-my experience

i like to get tougher by Ankit teli


i like to get tougher
i have experienced a lot
no friend,no relative here
ppl r there for their own
family is there only who cares u a lot
they r there 4 u always not make u feel alone


love happily,live happily
wat's the principle in my life
now i think
its only dream,not right


true friends one or two
who see the world as its u
they care for me as i too
not care for a millon
i wanna be there for them
life goes on as it never ends
enjoy happy moments together
and give a smile when i remind


i like to get tougher
i have experienced a lot
no friend,no relative here
ppl r there for there own


give fun,take fun
wat i thought in the past
now i think
its only imagination,not right


i always in a mood to live a fruitful life
never hated anyone never made anyone cry
but they never saw my value
they embrassed me a lot
as still there were most
who jealous from my own cost
i always think wat the matter it is
and finally i like to get tougher by my own

i like to get tougher..

About me

about me by Ankit teli


wanna know about me
i think its a question as big as sea
where one has to work a lot to find the fish
i hope u get it wat i wish


i always stuck by a question
who m i
i know many have the
same question in their mind
its so much high like a sky
no one can reach to it
even if he take a parashute fly.


wat i feel
u can't tell who u r
because u always tell u'rself right
but the others will tell u
wats wrong and wat right
as mirror is needed
by u to recognize
n its always opposite to u
if u stand by its side


so let ppl speak abt u.....

girlfriend

Wanna be my Girlfriend by Ankit teli


u made me exicited...
u made me feel responsible
u made me happy
u made world so clear
i want to be your always
noone can be yours
i prepare to testify myself
if u would be ready to be my girl


wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness...



the first day i met u
i fall in love
u'r name revolves around me
every sec every hour
always keeping in my mind
u'r landscape
i freak in the empty street
taking u'r sketch in my hands
searching u in the backstreet


thats why
wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear that i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness


ppl say u make me crazy
they say i become too lazy
tell me wat i can do
it look as i m suffering from flu
i never been the same as i m
ppl plot a sea change in my subject


thats why
wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear that i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness


i like to see u opposite to me
holding my hand passing through streets
makin our dream house on the lonely desert
we live together for years
noone will do wat i do for u


wanna be my girl
wanna be my girlfriend
i swear that i will be there
in u'r sorrows and u'r happiness

Valentine

valentine by Ankit teli



valentine is the day
noone can forget
waitin the whole year
the day is at your end
lines busy at the midnight
couple wishing each other happy valentine.


wake early in the morning
plan the whole day
confusion always in the mind
is she like the way i dress
wat to give her in the surprise gift
a teddy or a dress
idea struck in mind for a long drive


bunkin whole day from college
spend the day wid date
there r few who miss
as it all about the fate
gossip,shoppin,movie one by one
the day progress
candle light dinner at the end
is there anything more filled wid romance


droppin her at home late night
finally said eachother goodbye

My destiny

My Destiny by Ankit teli



i was wrong to judge
the ppl i choose to be my friend
was the worst,
they cheated me,they deceived me
why the hell they tried to hurt.
do i have the attitude
or i m bit honest,
there jealousy for me
get on my nerves.


question remains the question
thats well said,
the more and more u try
the more it get complex.
i think its all abt destiny
its all abt luck
u can't change it,
though one try to change himself


as much as he does.
everytime i try to learn
never do this,never do that,
when it comes to life
fail to follow it well.
why i m so emotional
why i m so much attached,
i like to be a hard core
no soft feeling for my friends.

Smoking bud

Smoking bud by Ankit teli



with a funky dressup
like to be a stud
hang out with college friend
i m a smokin bud


sittin under the innercircle of cp,at the road side
pall of smoke up above,lookin at the passerby's
it seems as all covered with fog
headphone in ears,listening smokin smokin weed by snoop dogg
as one ciggrate end up,mike offer me one more
snatch that from his hand, lighted it up
thank you my dear friend
i m a grown up smokin bud


as i turned my head i found smokers in a line
it looks more good if i have a glass of wine
a girl smokin ciggrate just next to me
smokin doesn't suits to girls and i too agree
exhale it from nose,friends started playing with smoke
afterall our ultimate passion is smoke
spending everyday 50 bucks
i m a real smokin bud


after finishin the otherone,like to leave for home
as we stood up,a plesant smell of smoke start comes on
buy mouthfreshner so that noone get to know
its being hidden from family and my close
sometimes i think,wat is my life without smoke
smoke really makes me turn-on
its only i had
thats why i m a true smokin bud

My luck

my luck by Ankit teli


why it happen with me
why i m the only one
starving for the luck
make me to think much


always worked hard
lookin for the bright future
my luck never supports me
thats make life miserable


wat to do n wat might not
life looks so adventrous
wat steps i should follow
to achieve my life's goal


i m the captain of my ship
keeping this thing in mind
my one mistake can sink me
like to change myself time to time


u have to write u'r own luck
follow five point strategy by apostle paul
life is like a stage
u have to come and play u'r own role

Propose

Propose by Ankit teli



day after valentine
i proposed u for my friend,
u accepted it speaking
very thanks, u r such a nice man
but some thing wrong happen that week
which made u'r foot back
really its a biggest shock,
i ever get in my whole life


...plz be my friend.........


u made an excitement
as i ready to take commitment,
u made me happy,
and i got too crazy
i m really an attitude guy
i really an egoist one
but in u'r case i left it all among...


....plz be my friend.....



i confess my way was wrong that time
for that really i apologized hundred time
i know u have listed abt me 1000 fault
for that i feel guilty from my heart
i was not intentionally wrong i swear
i only want the things to be clear
give me one more chance to testify
i promise that i will be there to dignify
i made every effort to made u back
its the last way to write song to make u look back


...again this valentine...

...plz be my friend.............

School days

School days by Ankit teli



that sweet school days
why don't they come back again
when we were always happy
without any pain


that overburdened bag
to the school dress,
wakin early morning
waitin for the cab,
that lunch box filed with snacks
eating it before the recess


that silly practicals
to the appratus filled with sodium sulpahate,
that class test
long night studies with the fear of gettin fail,
that regular classes without any break
sports lecture that was so much great


that science exhibition
to the projects we made,
that parents teacher meet
to short fights with classmates,
that small crushes
no idea about the date


thats the school days
with no knowledege about the aim,
now life is so much fast
and increased its pace,
we have to work hard
for our own sake

Attitude girl

attitude girl by Ankit teli



Hey girl I wanna say one thing
U’r attitude is a real shit
I give a damn to it


I keep on cursing myself
Why the hell I like to be u’r friend
Why I send u scrap
Though I know u r just a crap


I liked the way u say hi
But I wanna say it goodbye
As u r not the one to be my side
U r not the one to take a ride


I like to clear all
I never like u to be my gal
Please go away from me as far
As u r not a shining star


I never dream it of
u take my care as a wrong intention
I will never hesitate to speak that
u can play wid anybodys emotions


U take ppl just a timepass
That’s why u have to be thrown in a
Garbage collector behind the bypass
So that u can’t spoil anybody’s life

Crush

crush by Ankit teli


my crush on a college girl
for whom i m so much thrilled
want to make her my future
always think abt it


she is so much different from other
that i can't resist
her carryin style to her charm face
i m ready to persist


every morning make a smart dressup
with a long smile on the face
propose her today
but everyday it left as a preface


million guys lookin her to be their gal
is she ready to be with me
though we have a lot eye contact
her no.would be in my diary


i can compete her
always a question comes in my mind
but my colleague says
she will never refuse if u ask her for a ride


lets see
is she able to understand
i like to see her opposite to me
god knows wat happen next

Let's dance

Let's dance by Ankit teli



its so long we r sittin at home
seems as silence ruling on our mind
wake up the giant within
come on guys, do something great
this time


1,2,3,4, get set go,
Have fun and make some noise more
Dancing Djs, Lets rock the floor
Breaking the barriers , drink more
That big boxes,the soothing sound comin from
Dance , dance ,dance, Hip-hop n funky blues


Salsa, western wat should I try
Jumping, humping ,getting wild
I m goin crazy, want to fly
Feelin as if I m on cloud 9
rollin body on the rhythm divine
As someone passed a power supply


shakin and movin all around
Keep on dancing, every night

a call to beloved

a call to beloved by Ankit teli



Hello ! Hello !
Anyone there ??


Hey honey this is to say u hi
Plz don’t hang up n don’t say gudbye
its been so long we haven’t talked
no message n no more calls
tell me how u doing n wats up
how’s everyone n some new stuff


Lying on the bed I was thinking
Thinking abt all those times we spent
That single coffee
N long session of chat
I know u remember those days
Hope that days come back
I know, u missing them badly
As I m missing, from my heart


I know u r quite upset
Upset from the things in the past
That betrayal
N hang-up while call
there ws a reason, no intention to hurt
plz keep faith in me and do trust
I apologize , just for everything I did
As I m guilty from my heart


Lets plan a hangout
M sure u take some time out
Hope to hear from u soon
Take care n keep in touch

a poem abt a poem

a poem abt a poem by Ankit teli


a poem of a lifetime
a poem for a friend
that’s not the words
that’s a life I spent

in the lonely hours
sitting at the porch under the candlelight
the clouds are clear
the stars shining and moon is bright
Writing and rubbing
started penning my empty sheets
Think and Think twice
add bit more spice n crisp

many poems that remained unanswered
many mysteries remained to be opened
few make me smile when I read
few make me cry to the core
sometimes I feel I should remove them
these experiences are not to be shared
I think I should keep them ever
As these are memories for the future

Broken life, Broken mysel

Broken life, Broken myself by Ankit teli

walking alone in the brighter sun
made the uncomplicated life, a complicated one
the regretless journey with some name n fame
no scope to get back to the aim that i have been born for

fighting against odds instead getting rid off
with firm determination,accepted the pain n cries i didn deserve
for all those misses and the hardship to keep them fix
following the shadow, always destined for something dat i can call my own

didn realize of the sunset & warmth changed to heat
the promises put against n favoured by sacrifices
Thank you my dear god for unhealed injuries
wish has been remained a the wish of forever, fulfilled being rest in peace.

little sister

lil sister by Ankit teli

my sister, the best
she is really restless
like to see me at the top
encourage me to make a sweet girlfriend

although she is younger to me
but she act like a mature
always tell me wats right and wats wrong,
as she want me to be strong
she wipe my tears when i was depressed,
always insisted me to have a new start
saved money from her pikibank,
invested bucks to buy the cell

i still remember the childhood days,
how we used to play
barbie dolls and teddies,
to power play
i remember how did we fight,
we made up and laughed all night
i don't know how did we grow up,
it looks as a story of yesterday

sometimes a friend,sometimes a companion,
u done u'r role well
few will get a lil sister like u,
as its a matter of fact
though u are not between us
u are one to be remembered for a lifetime

Rap like never before (Rockstar Life)

Rap like never before (Rockstar Life) by Ankit teli

Check this out
Ladie's & gentleman's

screwed up listening those bloody crap
feel like making my own rap
scores, that hasn't been made before
toping the charts on billboard
oh i know u dudes, talking abt collision course
the one featuring Jayz n linkin remixing records
i too says "those boys are pretty good"
but their composition is full of f**k n a**hole

lemme tell u what a life i expect
the word star explains itself
driving on dark highway at midnight 12,
full of nigga's and mercedez benz
wearing glasses not less than Ray Ban
ambassdor of some top brand
partying in hard rock everynight
fan following on a social networking site
performing marcy to madison square back n forth
sold out concerts with ppl all around the world


m sure everybody wish the super life i just mentioned
if not held properly, stardom take a glance to end up
i have witnessed the death of Kurt cobain
negative attitude being a star took his breathe away
being in social circle,i'll suggest be on low profile
don't entertain media that eyes on u'r personal life
the breakup's n linkin everyday with the fellow celebs
i don like this way to self-publicize